February 14, 2006
Jitters
Interview in about six and a half hours.
NEC Electronics.
For a job in Roseville.
At this point in time, I'm not really nervous. There's very little I can do in preparation besides making sure I look, smell, act and speak well. It seems all so far away, and yet I'm waiting for this serenity to disappear and leave me a sweaty, gibbering idiot.
Uf.
I kinda want to be worried about this interview, but it just isn't coming. It's kinda unnatural. Instead, I just keep thinking about stupid crap that hardly makes a difference in the big picture. That's just me I guess; even when my future is staring me in the face, I can't keep my mind off the largely insignificant events of the past.
I dunno.
言葉が見つけらない。
"Lately I haven't been myself at all/It's heavy on my mind."
NEC Electronics.
For a job in Roseville.
At this point in time, I'm not really nervous. There's very little I can do in preparation besides making sure I look, smell, act and speak well. It seems all so far away, and yet I'm waiting for this serenity to disappear and leave me a sweaty, gibbering idiot.
Uf.
I kinda want to be worried about this interview, but it just isn't coming. It's kinda unnatural. Instead, I just keep thinking about stupid crap that hardly makes a difference in the big picture. That's just me I guess; even when my future is staring me in the face, I can't keep my mind off the largely insignificant events of the past.
I dunno.
言葉が見つけらない。
"Lately I haven't been myself at all/It's heavy on my mind."
# posted by Yann : 02:00
